TODAY THE WORLDS A LONELY PLACE
I LOOK AROUND AND SEE
HAPPY SMILING FACES
LOOKING BACK AT ME
BUT IN MY HEART I’M EMPTY
MY SOUL JUST FEELS SO DRY
LIKE AN ARID DESERT
I JUST WANT TO CRY
I DON’T WANT TO BE A NUISANCE
A MOANER OR A PEST
GOD KNOWS IN THIS LIFETIME
I ALWAYS DO MY BEST
I FEEL THAT THERE IS NOTHING
I FEEL SO DEAD INSIDE
I CANNOT FEEL A FEELING
MY FACE I WANT TO HIDE
I HOPE IT PASSES QUICKLY
THIS LIVING HELL I FEEL
NOBODY TO TALK TO
WANTING IT TO HEAL
A GAPING WOUND SO BLEEDING
THE PAIN IT IS SO SHARP
A KNIFE HAS MADE ITS IMPACT
UPON MY TENDER HEART
I FEEL I AM A LONER
WALKING A DARK ROAD
HOPING FOR A SIGNAL
A LIGHT, TO LIFT MY LOAD
I FEEL SO VERY DESPERATE
THE LIGHT IS FADING FAST
I’M GOING TOWARDS THE DARKNESS
WHERE ILL BE FREE AT LAST
FREE FROM THE CONFUSION
OF LIFE AND ALL ITS WOES
ALL THE PAIN INSIDE A HEART
ON AND ON IT GOES
HELP ME IN THE DARKNESS
IF IT BE YOUR WILL
OTHERWISE I’L SAY GOODBYE
AND FINALLY I’M STILL…………………
This is very dark and the peson is clearly in pain. I hope it is not too personal.
thankyou. x
The words say ‘dead inside’ but the words themselves show that the writer is far from this, there is so much beauty within, so much awareness, so much emotion. The majority of people never are able to even get close to these emotions, never mind conveying them so eloquently. So many live their whole life with blinkers firmly in place, and yet the writer here has their eyes and their heart wide open. I truly hope that the light is found …..
thankyou for your kind words truly xx
I have felt this way before.Quite a few times. Have hope xx
THANK YOU AND U ALSO XX